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always a river

by Ryan Lee

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1.
ABANDON 06:38
one slow drip…delivering relief that makes a stomach scream…loud broken sleep…with every twitch I feel your spirit fighting surrounded by floral hope, springtime kaleidoscope you will walk away triumphant relax that furrowed brow…I am here, sword drawn and confident but when the angels bring you recovery my heart will walk away with a new discovery how could I so carelessly abandon such a guarantee how could I so selfishly bid farewell to my sure thing beeps and clicks, tocks and ticks…vitality waits around the corner so hold my hand…let this winter break free and carry this disease with her and when the angels bring you recovery my heart will walk away with new company how could I so carelessly abandon such a guarantee how could I so selfishly bid farewell to my sure thing warm winds bring the family out of hibernation so be a good boy…and do as they say, my sweet patient
2.
WITH A WOLF 04:12
long before this crimson glow, love had done a number on us both circling each other for some time, the pride of the flesh kept us fine but backstage at the funky, funky show, you took a spotlight of your own when you whispered… this is bound to happen, you will see yeah, your soul is crying out for me…but I say my love lies with a wolf at its side and I hate to see the white of its teeth nights in the city that care forgot, we shared a heart for the ones never given a shot while I stumbled dances for the crowd you watched from the side with tears like a mother, so proud sent from above like our down syndrome love, glances turned to stares…and you declared this is bound to happen, you and me safety won’t help shake it, wait and see…but I say my love lies with a wolf at its side and I hate to see the white of its teeth and all hearts know that their greatest foe is a keeper with a fairytale for a dream I’ve been in control far too long…let the shots call themselves from now on happy off the market, so we thought…so foreign…still familiar this is bound to happen, you will see the weight of his world can’t hold you tenderly my love lies with a wolf at its side and I hate to see the white of its teeth and all hearts know that their greatest foe is a keeper with a fairytale for a dream
3.
beside myself, truth I must admit…these words of jumping ship will harm us both beyond repair…call me crazy, call me on your carpet baby…this criminal is ready to speak so here’s my molotov, my heart found favor with another and as this cocktail drops an unbelievable wave of shock you’d better duck and cover ‘cause it’s all over but the shouting every soul needs light, but mine’s been wastin’ away in the afternoon shade…out of sight and I am not the pure and perfect one, but my branches are still bent toward the sun dyed in the thickest wool, nothing left to say, give me the scarlet A, while you remain beyond reproach, just call me liar, call your crowd and light the fire…no time to explain by now you must think my heart is a drunken sailor out on leave but captain, I’ve been lost in your sea, believe me every soul needs light, but mine’s been wastin’ away in the afternoon shade…out of sight and I am not the pure and perfect one, but my branches are still bent toward the sun your anchor deep, but I’m raising sails my blame to keep, admit defeat and vanish like a vapor I guess hearts can shred like paper it’s my fault…all my fault…sound the trumpets, I have run this into the ground my soul screams for light…swing these gates open wide every soul needs light, but mine’s been wastin’ away in the afternoon shade…out of sight and I am not the pure and perfect one, but my branches are still bent toward the sun
4.
MIGRATE 05:19
I will send you waves, from afar…feelings unspoken, lives could be broken devotion, hold my ground…white mimics gather, a thousand wings fluttering tears of joy, upon returning…one party over, abruptly sober no colored scales on my dark body…scared and frail, now blindly defending gone are the days of fragile displays, now my glass wings are frantically fluttering for you missing your face, I’m counting the days…time for these winds to just carry me home anything go, seasick yet hopeful…years alone, one long migration at both ends, you burned your candle…a sky full of mirrors will not stop this adventure gone are the days of fragile displays, now my glass wings are frantically fluttering for you missing your face, I’m counting the days…time for these winds to just carry me home look to the sun, you’ll see what I’ve done thought we were safe, but all creatures migrate
5.
SIMPLE 04:51
no need to rush, the weight of the day is over…the night is finally ours, my sweet hottest day in history, sweat beads drip from the August moon cross the bridge, get us to the water quickly far from the street, we leave our cares with our clothes in the sand life can be an angry beast, medicine lake, now I understand I have no desire for the finer things just a poor man’s swim with our naked skin is my luxury we are in need of nothing we are in need of nothing we are in need of nothing forever simple, forever at ease midnight in the marsh, windows open wide and skyscraper high rustic and warm, just like a Walden hideaway red hot blues, the darkest of coffee and chocolate a single candle burns beside our bedspread picnic, the perfect date we have no desire for the finer things just a poor man’s feast, with a love so sweet we are in need of nothing we are in need of nothing we are in need of nothing forever simple, forever at ease I have no desire for the finer things just my poor man’s love and life in these lungs so I can sing…so I can sing
6.
your warm hands, my pale skin…I don’t care if we ever see daylight again my fingers graze your lower back…your fervent touch, our bodies under attack oh how I live for these moments your fingers trace my stubbled face…as the smoke of cedar fills this simple space no sunrise to ruin our awakening oh what a perfect escape…love in my dirty practice space their rock and roll fights my bedroom folk, but I wouldn’t choose any other place as long as you just tell me you’ll stay these hands seek no wealth, no property all that I need is this dusty old gear surrounding me when I left him and needed a new Berlin this precious gift, furnished from the thrift, took me in so lie down with me, can tonight be the first of many oh what a perfect escape…love in my dirty practice space their rock and roll fights my bedroom folk, but I wouldn’t choose any other place just tell me you’ll stay oh if those heavy metal boys knew what is going on inside the hush, we practice our new love lofted above guitars and drums and microphones inside the hush, we can’t get enough oh what a perfect escape…love in my dirty practice space their rock and roll fights my bedroom folk, but I wouldn’t choose any other place just tell me you’ll stay
7.
WISH 04:36
do I really have to go, hard pressed to find a reason to join the cold so warm inside your cabin give me just another moment, wrapped inside the blanket of your body the blanket of your body time to hit the open road, loving arms await me their domain knows me alone, never a single question thirty-five years full of holiday cheer, still no invitation for my plus one underneath this winter sky, I just can’t seem to say goodbye let the snow fall, let the drifts just build a wall ten feet high blow you blizzard wind, so cruel that even the bravest won’t begin to drive stranded for the holiday, we could really celebrate I’ve got you to keep me warm, so bring on the storm autumn did its best to just hang on through mid-December and I have done my best to just digress and keep it all together but this forever bachelor has been taken by surprise and this hornet’s nest within my chest just will not be denied let the snow fall, let the drifts just build a wall ten feet high blow you blizzard wind, so cruel that even the bravest won’t begin to drive stranded for the holiday, we could really celebrate I’ve got you to keep me warm, so bring on the storm like the constellations, validation is just so hard to find and family is a broken line…will we tiptoe and stumble till the end of time underneath this winter sky, mother nature, father time please don’t make me leave my love behind the snow is beginning to fall, the drifts will soon become the walls we hide behind stranded for the holiday, with gratitude we will celebrate I’ve got you to keep me warm, surrounded by this brutal, beautiful storm
8.
IMMIGRANT 04:26
lead us to the wreck, many years of calm but now we crave the storm toss us to the mess, keep us hungry, keep us dirty, keep us poor this green underneath our feet, this springloaded soil…a world without end here within this peace, keep us gypsy, keep us burning, keep us immigrant we tie these sheets together while the village sleeps we throw our rope over the barricade set fire to this tower of ivory we are reckless, we are frenzy, we are free take us close to trouble, catapult us deep into the dangerous side by side we struggle...keep us hungry, keep us dirty, keep us burning we tie these sheets together while the village sleeps we throw our rope over the barricade set fire to this tower of ivory we are orphans, we are gypsy set fire to this tower of ivory keep us hungry, keep us dirty, keep us free
9.
sweetheart, if you need me I’ll be in the garden…tilling the soil for anger, my silence will not be mistaken…every reason to recoil another day on eggshells, you promise it will soon be worth it but time will tell, not every seed will break the surface our first foray, this tender world of cultivation…have I jumped another gun both of us uncertain, no chemicals for germination…bring the midday sun forget about the morning frost, wash our hands and pray for mercy what cost, this primitive summer should be easy spirits lift, but not every seed will break the surface promise it will soon be worth it every seed will break the surface promise it will soon be worth it sweetheart, if you need me I’ll be in the garden
10.
DEAR LIBRA 05:59
I’m the wide-eyed boy, spectator…you the fearless one, aviator I don’t know how, with reckless abandon, you dazzle the crowd I watch from the cheap seats, awestruck and jittery a sea of fans all gasping aloud so cool and captivating, like an Egyptian walk in the eighties roaring applause while you freefall but I won’t hold you down…so while you soar the clouds can you keep an eye on me, while you walk on your wing my roots are petrified like the oldest angel oak will you write my name in smoke, so I will know write my name in smoke, so I will know always called myself a dreamer but these virgo eyes need to learn to look past the mirror now thanks to you I’m starting to believe in giving in and letting go and watching you I know, wild abandon beats control wind take this caution away quickly I won’t go down without a fight, like Alex Forrest with the knife I get a little stronger every time you break the atmosphere and I won’t hold you down…so while you soar the clouds can you keep an eye on me, while you walk on your wing my roots are petrified like the oldest angel oak will you write my name in smoke, so I will know write my name in smoke, so I will know watching you I know, wild abandon beats control wind better take this caution away quickly I’ve spent life on the ground, but now I’m ready to soar in the clouds so please keep an eye on me, I’ll try to walk on your wing no longer petrified, it’s time to start the show I’ll write our names in smoke, so you will know I’m gonna write our names in smoke, so everyone will know
11.
SPARK 03:27
I will give my voice to the breeze…spread it like the dandelion seeds I will give my voice to the breeze…carry it a million miles, across the farthest sea I will build a tower that can reach the sun march us all to heaven as I beat my drum I will build a tower that can reach the sun scatter me among the jellyfish when I’m done I’m a new creation in this peaceful isolation I have found my spark in the darkest of the dark I will give my voice to the breeze…spread it like the dandelion seeds I will give my voice to the breeze…carry it a million miles, across the farthest sea I’m a new creation in this peaceful isolation I have found my spark in the darkest of the dark I’m a new creation in this peaceful isolation I have found my spark in the darkest of the dark
12.
NATURE BOY 04:36
we march these trails, boundless wind in our sails path wide open now we scale the cliffs and throw all our things down with every cast, we drive the past into the ground fever broken now oh my nature boy…this earth is ours to enjoy we wash in the lake, these icy waves hold no shame you’re my nature boy…my body yours to enjoy here we stand, feet at the starting line a pistol shot but the trophy is already mine no horizon will divide your heart and mine we hunt the forest, we shake the trees we lie on the hillside and bathe in the breeze oh my nature boy…this earth is ours to enjoy here we stand, feet at the starting line a pistol shot but the trophy is already mine no horizon will divide your heart and mine sundown…rebirth
13.
from the cold north woods to the muddy delta heat through the hands of god to the temples in the east we were drawn to the water guilt and pleasure swirling in the shallows we were pulled to the edge lady luck always swimming below the surface we both fell hard and fast like the current we worshipped where does it start where will it end never an answer…always a river from the banks of the rock through the chippewa flow to the caves in the sea we found hope by the water hearts on fire as we walk by the mill city ruins we found truth in the fiction skin begging for a touch while we cross the stone arch we found love for each other saint anthony was standing watch on the other side when did it start when will it end never an answer…always a river from the cold north woods to the muddy delta heat through the hands of god to the temples in the east

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Ryan Lee was stuck...disconnected, unfulfilled, lost. But an unexpected love showed up and quickly propelled him into an exciting new world full of bold adventure, creative rebirth and wideeyed optimism. During this time, Ryan found a new voice and a bright spark of creativity that led to the passionate, poetic songs on his latest album, always a river. This fresh collection of songs tells the story of a year in the life of singer/songwriter Ryan Lee; newly free, honest and alive.

Ryan has now developed a stage show, including journal style narration and video projections, that creatively carry the audience through this lifechanging chapter of his life.

MORE INFO HERE: www.ryanleemusic.net/alwaysariver

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released February 1, 2013

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Ryan Lee Minneapolis, Minnesota

Beat-driven folktronica.
Creative, versatile, charismatic and adventurous, Ryan Lee is a musical storyteller,

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